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The Normal – Daily Prompt

Malaria is ‘Normal’ in the sense that it is common. It should NOT be either.
In 2010 approximately 219 million cases of malaria were documented.
In 2010 between 600,000 and 1.2 million people died from the disease.
Many were children.
Agnes was one.

An Anopheles stephensi mosquito is obtaining a blood meal from a human host through its pointed proboscis. Note the droplet of blood being expelled from the abdomen after having engorged itself on its host’s blood. This mosquito is a known malarial vector with a distribution that ranges from Egypt all the way to China. Rsabbatini at en.wikipedia
An Anopheles stephensi mosquito is obtaining a blood meal from a human host through its pointed proboscis. Note the droplet of blood being expelled from the abdomen after having engorged itself on its host’s blood. This mosquito is a known malarial vector with a distribution that ranges from Egypt all the way to China. Rsabbatini at en.wikipedia

Agnes
She was born at twilight, on a goatskin rug.
There were candles to guide her.
She didn’t cry.
For a moment, I was worried.
Christiana said that was fine.
“When they breach this world peacefully they have no reason”.
She said.

Agnes looked around her in the warm huddle of my room.
And then.
Unfolded.
Flexed.
Unfurled.
A small, damp butterfly.
Agnes.

She saw me, and I her.
And I believed in God.
In Allah.
In Buddah.
We shared the wonder of each other’s presence.
Wrapped in the gentle whisper of the flames.
I hold her now.

When she teethed she bit my chin.
I jiggled rhythms with my jaw
and hummed tuneless melodies while
She, Agnes, dribbled joy.
Our lashes touched.
We smiled.

I thought it was an earache.
That twilight.
On the goatskin rug
When Agnes shook her head from side to side
And screamed.
So I held her close.
And fed her.

She clung.
She cried.
Higher and louder.
I craved pain. 

To lessen hers.

I thought it was an earache.

She got hot.
So very hot.
It frightened me.
With damp cloths I sponged her down.
And snapped.
At my man.
My fear became his. He went for help.
Christiana.

Christiana found a bite.
A bite so small it hardly seemed to matter.
But it did.

With nails of poison it ruptured Agnes and all around who bore witness.
My heart convulsed.
As Agnes did.
There.
Before us.
On that goatskin rug.

Once upon a time she liked its harsh tickle against her toes.
My man. He would take a corner and brush it against her leg, pleated with fat.
Together they would smile.

Christiana talked too quickly.
Too loudly.
She could not face me. Nor I her.
So I turned from her.
And from him.
My man.

Agnes oozed diarrhoea through her nappy
and moaned.
Sometimes she cried, but it was not the same.
She no longer demanded my attention.
The bite claimed hers.
We shared the twilight, the dark and the dawn together.
Once?
Twice?
Christiana left. When?
My man.
He sat close by.
Old.
Silent.

I talked to Agnes.
I told her stories she had heard before.
Her chest bubbled up and down.
Up and down.
I sang to her.
My voice grew hoarse.
Sometimes I cried.
Quietly.

I put a yellow ribbon in her hair.
That single curl.
A question mark.
Her skin matched its hue.
She lay small, a wilted buttercup.

And died.

Agnes.

I hold her now, on our goatskin rug.
Her name is Agnes.

I have no words left.

EO’D

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Don’t mention it! – Daily Prompt

Are there certain things you won’t post in certain places? Information you’ll never share online?

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I took my Nanna shopping for the day and insisted she wore a light jacket. She wasn’t too keen but I explained that there’s all sorts of weird bugs out these days and I didn’t want her getting sick. She tutted at me and called it nonsense – and then diagnosed the infirmities of the world in two words as we left the house.

While I am generally loathe to write about or call attention to topics of a delicate nature in a public forum, I feel compelled to share this nugget of information. It appears that the majority of illnesses today are, according to Nanna, caused by ‘wandering fart’.

You might think this a feasible explanation for stomach cramps and/or discomfort in the lower bowel, and you’d be right. However, Nanna says that from the second you’re born wandering farts develop, advance and mature along with you. Eventually they invade every square inch of your body. And not just yours. Everyone’s. No one escapes. No one. Who hasn’t met someone full of hot air at some point in their lives? And who can honestly say they’ve never acted like that themselves? Not me and certainly not Nanna.

I have spent a considerable amount of time perusing medical texts on this illness. I have supplemented my research with E.R., Grey’s Anatomy and House and cross-referenced potentially hopeful results with C.S.I., N.C.I.S. and Law and Order,and realised that very little has been written about it. Consultations with doctors, surgeons, oncologists, coroners, detectives, toxicologists and forensic specialists confirmed this fact. So I have decided (as I said) to overcome my embarrassment and share Nanna’s proven cure;
“Have a glass of water and a good laugh – and get over yourself’.
I hope this helps.

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The perfect place – Daily Prompt

Public domain image, royalty free stock photo from www.public-domain-image.comBehind me are the ruins of an early Christian church, a holy well and the cave of a hermit. The track meanders downward, across a field and onto a limestone terrace. It’s quiet, beautiful and relaxing. We share a cheese sandwich and a flask of water. Nothing happens. Perfect. The Burren – West of Ireland.

Photos; Norma Scheibe
Photos; Norma Scheibe
Burren Karst
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FAMINE

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Adapted from
William Bennett, Narrative of a Recent Journey of Six Weeks in Ireland. London: C. Gilpin, 1847, pp. 25-9.

We spent the whole morning visiting these hovels, followed by an ever increasing group of wretched creatures, who begged for help. We avoided houses known to contain the fever.  Some were easily identifiable by the small coming from them.
And now language utterly fails me in attempting to depict the state of the wretched inmates. I would not willingly share the harrowing details; but these are the FACTS as they stand. It is our responsibility as Christians, in a Christian land, under a Christian Government to take note.
My hand trembles while I write. The scenes of human misery and degradation we witnessed haunt my imagination, with the vividness and power of some horrid and tyrannous delusion, rather than the features of a sober reality.

We entered a cabin.
Stretched in one dark corner, scarcely visible, from the smoke and rags that covered them, were three children. They huddled together, too weak to rise, pale and ghastly, their little limbs perfectly emaciated. Their eyes were sunken, voices gone, evidently in the last stage of starvation.
Crouched over the turf embers was another form, all but naked. It stirred not, nor noticed us.
On some wet straw, strewn on the floor lay a shrivelled old woman. She moaned piteously, imploring us to give her something. Above her, on something like a ledge, was a young woman, with sunken cheeks. A mother I have no doubt. She scarcely raised her eyes in answer to our enquiries, but pressed her hand upon her forehead, with a look of unutterable anguish and despair.
Many cases were widows, whose husbands had recently been taken off by the fever. The only source of income for these women died with their partners. In other homes the husbands or sons were prostrate, under that horrid disease. Their suffering was the result of long-continued famine and low living, in which first the limbs, then the body, swell most frightfully, and finally burst.
We entered upwards of fifty of these tenements. The only difference between them was the number of the sufferers within. It was difficult to count them until-the eye adapted itself to the darkness, or they were pointed out, or were heard, or some filthy bundle of rags and straw was perceived to move.
The children were the most heart-rending spectacle. Many were too weak to stand, their little limbs attenuated, – except where the frightful swellings had taken the place of previous emaciation.
The childlike expression had left their faces. Many of them were remnants of families, crowded together in one cabin; orphaned little relatives taken in by the equally destitute, and even strangers.
These poor people are kind to one another to the end.
In one cabin was a sister, just dying, lying by the side of her little brother, just dead.
I have worse than this to relate, but it is useless to multiply details, and they are, in fact, unfit.
These people hardly complained. When I asked what was the matter, the answer was the same -‘Tha shein ukrosh,’ – ‘we are hungry’. We truly learned the terrible meaning of that sad word ‘ukrosh’.
My friend the clergyman distributed tickets for meal as best he could. He told me that wherever we went it would be the same. All over the country. Even worse in the far off mountain districts. We had visited near the town, where some relief could reach. It was my full impression that one-fourth of those we saw were dying. They were beyond the reach of any relief. Many more would follow.
This day can never be effaced from my memory.

These were our fellow-creatures.
Children of the same Parent.

Born with our common feelings and affections.

With an equal right to live as any one of us.

With the same purposes of existence.

The same spiritual and immortal natures.

The same work to be done.

The same judgment-seat to be summoned to.

And the same eternal goal.

 

Ar dheis Dé go raibh a n-anamnacha.

Photo: Norma Scheibe
Photo: Norma Scheibe

We remember them. At the rising of the sun and at its going down, we remember them.

At the blowing of the wind and the chill of winter, we remember them. At the opening of the buds and in the rebirth of spring, we remember them.

At the blueness of the skies and in the warmth of summer, we remember them. At the rustling of the leaves and in the beauty of autumn, we remember them.

At the beginning of the year and when it ends, we remember them.

As long as we live, they too will live; for they are now a part of us, as we remember them.

When we are weary and in need of strength, we remember them.

When we are lost and sick at heart, we remember them. When we have joy we crave to share, we remember them.

When we have decisions that are difficult to make, we remember them. When we have achievements that are based on theirs, we remember them.

As long as we live, they too will live; for they are now a part of us, as we remember them.

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Daily Post

6193397911_8790d8cb9a_b“Ready with the yoghurt?”

“Yep – smells funny though”.

“Don’t worry – we’re not eating it.”

” Miranda’s looking good”

“Yep did something with her hair. Funny shade of blonde now.”

“Sure is. Is that cooked? Looks a bit red in the middle. Did you heat the oven?”

“I did what it said on the packet. Jeez – my back is killing me.”

“Forget your back dude, there’s a hair on the lettuce – I can see it from here. You’re moulting.”

“No I’m not.”

“It’s the beard you know – it never really grew on you bro – just hangs on for dear life.”

“Oh yea – says you – there’s more hair on an egg than you have in your entire body.”

“Funny! I’m laughing on the inside. Dude – seriously – something smells funny.”

“That might have been me.”

“Gross – we’re dealing with food here.”

“Sorry. I had a swig of that yellow stuff in the cup – thought it was iced coffee. It’s kicking in.”

“Mikey you lameass – what were you thinking! It looks like mustard – probably something for cleaning sinks man!”

“How would I know? She’s always feeding me all sorts of wierd c…”

“Jeez dude – just stand downwind of me and stop bending over. I’ll finish.”

“No way bro – if she sees you touch this plate she’ll think you did it all.”

“That might be a good thing – if it tastes as bad as it looks.”

“Remind me to help you out sometime.”

“Joking bro – so far so good, she’s loving the uniforms.”

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Kinvara Open Mic – The Music

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Kinvara Open Mic – the story

Kinvara Open Mic – the story…